It'll soon be 4 years since i joined the pit. I've reached the end of the line here. Maybe it's because I've now done everything possible that i ever wanted to do at the pit, and then some. Maybe it's because all the personal projects that i wanted to complete, for which this particular mode of employment was to provide time, haven't worked out. Maybe it's because I'm put into situations where I have to collaborate with people - I work alone, I always have. Maybe it's because the kids who started of as freshers as i joined have all but graduated (I can't believe i said that). Maybe it's due to sunspot activity.
Why is it that when it's time to move on, opportunity decides to take a vacation? Why is it that some people never meet a Zaphod?
It's times like this that you desperately need a lesson to hang onto; An illusion to save yourself with. And mine is this - At least it's crystal clear what i don't want to do for the rest of my life.
